Wings2Words

Yes I am a girl,still I ain't the daughter of my home,I am the son of the house.This belongs to my father,yet he isn't physically present but no doubt his blood in my viens,the morals he brought into me,the thoughts he had which influnced me to be what I am today that is firstly the human being than Pallavi Joshi.This blog belongs to the person who taught me life lessons in just minute time at the age of where even addition subtraction used to seem really tough for me.We don't just lost life of a single person,we lost the entire backbone the support of the family when the person be the Dad.But what we never can lost is thier presence in our hearts,years back today I lost him as well I lost the faith in God.I blamed cursed the God uncountable times for my lose,I was just a kid who was begging to have few more moments with her hero of the life.I grew up believing what happend to me was just so unfair,I lost someone so precious.Today I am at the age of 22,When I look back I se

Teacher is one who teaches you the life lessons.A teacher by profession is also a mother and a mother is always a first teacher to thier children.Besides these,there is something which makes you learn a bit more than that what a teacher teaches is Life which gives you numerous of opportunities to learn,to grow yourself and to make better oneself.A teacher is nothing without its students and a good student is one who never stops learning.He seeks knowledge everywhere,he discovers the lessons from around and constantly tries to improve.Here I am sharing a little love note to all the teachers I have came acrossed and you too might have but you hadn't noticed because your perspective of learning is limited.I beleive there exists a teacher in everyone its just us who don't see through,life isn't a small deal.It takes you through so much,the first teacher everyone has is thier parents who bring you in the world,hold your finger while you take your life's tiny steps,make you l

Before you read further. I would like to say few things, It's my last year post of Raksha Bandhan on my FB wall which might have encountered very fewer people but today I have created a platform for myself and thanx to so many people who have made it actually a platform for me to showcase my thoughts, who constantly go through my post supports me as well as guide me for betterment. I have written it when I hardly had any writing experience, one of my best post which is just a reflection of my heart poured out in words. I will post it on every Raksha Bandhan if it will ever come across by someone who would get a lesson from this and If this post could be able to change a single life, I would be damn happy. It would become worth.♥️ Hey everyone. :) Give it just a few minutes. :) I have been writing since January, quotes and poems about broken heart, love, friendship, moments and much. But today I really wanna convey something by heart to all the people out there who can relate th

Can't believe? Even I couldn't. I woke up blurry images started to emerge,4 people were around me and I was kept under the big glass box, my portion above neck was only able to move as moving any other part of my body was digging more pain into my body. I wasn't able to recognize anyone there, I was totally shocked by what happened, last few.   moments kept striking my mind and it started paining badly. Doctor asked How are you feeling Sia? I tried to move my lips but wasn't able to utter the single word due to severe pain rushing into my body. The doctor said it's okay, you have rest in anytime your parents will be here. You are a brave girl, keep fighting Sia, it's just beginning but I know you can do that. I looked at Vedant who almost had teary eyes, as soon as the doctor left he bent down and started crying saying, Sia, I am sorry I shouldn't have left you there, it's all my fault I could have saved you. I tried again but the only word left my ton

I collected myself somehow when my moans went muffled, as my throat choked. I went back to my room and cursed myself for trusting him, for all those walks we walked hands in hands, for all raindrops that touched me in a way he touched me, all those tea I drank with him and felt his warmth, and every ounce of second I spent with him should be cursed,erased and buried. I woke up with swollen red eyes, I looked at myself in the mirror and the word kept revolving was Quit. I washed my face and as soon as my clear face started to emerge out I thought No Sia No, you can't surrender that soon. Life isn't impossible. You have to spend your rest of good days here alone make it happen. I changed into clothes which suited me well out of the routine applied little makeup to hide my swollen eyes and pale face and apart from makeup I wore the prettiest fake smile to beautify the hidden pain. I went nearby shop grabbed patties as sandwich started seeming bitter breakfast and went straight t

The more my feet was moving towards Chandigarh,the more my heart was racing to see him again,to tell him yes! There's something that doesn't let me sleep that made me eager to come back.As soon as I entered the campus,I dialled his no. He asked hey are you here? I replied Yes and I want to see you right now.No go to your room have some rest and I will catch you with evening pakoras and tea.I nodded like child.The sun was setting leaving its mesmerizing beauty behind and it was the point of the day I was waiting to be with him.He texted see you at the terrace at 6 pm chia 😄.Chia always reminds me of how stupid I was how much kiddish.But It makes me smile always. It was about the moment I dressed well finally now I have so many washed clothes in my wardrobe that's all what is perk of meeting your mom after so long.I used my perfume today to smell good that I used occasionally.I was preparing like today the world is going to change for me.I was all set to say what my hea

It's almost been half a month,and a full life here that I never lived in Delhi.The days looks like,they are mine.Akash has been constantly making me fall in love with me absolutely a little more everyday,Somewhat I am seeing myself from his eyes.How he notices my little blush,how he guides me through the career,how he do everything perfect for me and okay I admit may be may be a little,i feel too for him.May be more than love,I am practical now.If we would make a couple,it would be good we share same career fields,sort of same aspirations and can lead a good life together hope so. I woke up packed my all unwashed clothes finding at least one pair to wear but everything is unwashed,the bad part of living away from home.Everything remains messed up.I called him and asked is there any nearby shop from where I could get a tee,he said wait I am coming.He was at the door after 15 minutes with batman printed tee of him and said you can wear this if you won't mind it's mine,I said

Something was happening that I couldn't resist myself from.Was that smile or was that his talks that don't let me sleep nowadays, in night.It's been a week here,and there isn't a single day I had my breakfast.My nights have become long with him wandering in the campus for long walks grabbing evening tea together and my breakfast have become his packed sandwiches for me placed daily on my desk in lab.Every hour of my day is being just around him.He is always around.Like I had been in my past relationship,Sia wasn't same anymore.I talk less but he makes more conversation,it seems like He is now like me,like I used to be.He is more into me.It's been long time,I have tasted or smell care and love like things.He was all of it.Simple,gentle,sweet,caring and everything a good guy to be.I am not sure its love its friendship or what it is.In lab, he used to steal looks from behind the burette,long walks makes our fingers touch and its all love kinda feeling rush down

I went downstairs in my casual pajama and t-shirt along with my messy bun.The moment,I reached down I thought oh shit! I should have changed at least jeans would have done some good instead of pyjamas.But then I saw him from head to toe, he was ready to like we are moving for our first date where all the candles will lit up automatically when we will be there slow music of violin will hit up the mood and champion will add up to make it perfect under the moon and I was looking like a stray animal just left in search of food.He smiled a handshake with me.So where we are going up to today?He said are you hungry? Damn, I retorted.Let's go for KFC then what say? I replied okay quite fine.He said Can I borrow your phone to book the cab as my battery is draining.I insisted on a walk.As we started approaching towards the KFC, we were about 5 mins away from our place I saw a Dhabbe wall and I was like oh it's my place the food is going to taste more delicious than KFC.My eyes sparkled.L

I woke up at sharp 6 am to get ready on time, reached mess to have breakfast by 8 am, and was all set for the day. Everything was perfect in the place, except my heart or maybe my mind. Over having the omelette I gave a thought to my life, I myself had promised me to never feel it again, now why I am drowning into it. Surely Love is pain and Love is cure too. But no medicine works if you don't want to heal. Yes, I got my answer. I told myself Sia don't drown it's just a mere attraction. I took my notebooks and headed towards the lab leaving my half-finished omelette as well as that stupid attraction in the mess. I felt relaxed and normal like I have saved myself. He was already there, though I was on exact time. He is more punctual, like seriously. I was impressed, yeah it's really good for me, our project will going to set the fire. I am now more practical and less kiddo. He explained briefly which reactions we are going to perform and how to handle equipment, where I

I focused myself to my main aim and tried to pull out towel somehow messing everything in my suitcase, washed my face and headed directly towards the concern person to report.Everyone in the lab were twice of my age,I guess and this is going to be so mundane definitely,I mumbled to myself.He gave me instructions about mess,lab timings,weekend offs etc to survive there and at last told me to go to lab no. 143 to report my project leader Mr. Tiwari.I nodded and left for another same kind of lecture by some same twice of my age person.I walked down the long lobby,the campus was so huge one can easily lost into it. My eyes got on 140,then 141,so on and on and finally 143.I saw a man standing having his back towards the entrance wearing lab coat,I asked Sir May I come in? He replied without turning back Yes.I was looking at all the equipments around beakers, yellow purple green chemicals placed on shelves and the smell of those toxins were so intense. I was just behind him,and he turned

" Breakup.Never put your shoes in same dirt twice that's all what breakups teaches you about.People start pushing even the word love out of their sight and relationships are the drugs they seem to swallow never ever again in a lifetime.But drugs have their own phenomenon of addiction.You swallow it once to enjoy,and it will make you beg for life. " It's been 3 months, and I feel like I am suffering from hypopituitarism disease that I even couldn't  pronounce properly.Life have its own plans, that you might not aware of.Rolling one side to another to another,I fall on the ground out of the bed,because I can't sleep.Ahhh! Stop it's not that I am thinking about my so-called ex may be ex or don't know what leave.It's just I am done with my love life now only love left is my career.The summer vacations are about to come and I have applied every possible place for an internship but it's just nothing happening.I am fed-up seriously.I just want g

We have times in a relationship when we can't stay up to expectations.We really do love our partners but the way of expressing gets changed and there might come a day when your partner may no longer in a need of a person even as you but it's just a day.Life is yet ahead.After so long, I am posting my new blog for all the people out who expects life to be just simple and happy.When they face low side of their relationship they tend to think "CHANGE" but it's not changed, it's your time to tell your partner that I'll be there for you. Message to your Partner :- Yes.Today wasn't a great day, honey.I was there with you but you were probably not in a mental phase of having company of anybody, initially, I felt low because of you not needing me as a person to talk to change your gloomy world inside into a happy one.But I give a thought to this, Is it really important that always my words will suit your heart or being my partner It should be mandatory for

What makes a writer? Most of the quotes says- Pain, love,betrayal and such things. Today I am going to share the true story behind the making of a writer. The story which belongs to me which defines me what I am today, where I have reached, and where I am heading to. I started my journey by writing my first poem in around may be 8th standard whose title was “Treasure of life” It was based on friendship, I even don't know where it is. I was sitting alone and wrote whatever came into my mind. Then, back-to-back I wrote few poems which lost somewhere in the pieces of paper after that once my younger sister had to recite a poem self written on 26th January function in her school, she started approaching me please c'mon pallo you can you should after making her my servant for a day, I wrote a poem for her. Next day, she performed and that day what I heard was the first thing where I realized Yes, there is surely some magic in my pen. She told me apart from standing ovations and